SO, intro post...kinda.heh.
im a yunholic, i love TVXQ, love korean music, love malay rock music especially those from 80's cos i grew up listening to it. i love to karaoke, but only those rock songs cos i dont have a girly voice..*sobs*. Anyway, i love reading mangas especially the yaoi ones, love watching anime, LOVE jdramas, love eating nuts and chocolate, love tea, love baking cakes and muffins. Love old p ramlee movies and love watching cooking shows. Last but not least, i ABSOLUTELY LOVE JUNG YUNHO! He's my ideal guy...le sigh..
So anyway, those who happen to drop by this LJ, IF you add me, do drop a note eh? I think it'll be nice if you introduce yourself and we get to know each other. I feel its kinda weird that people just randomly add others without even sending a message..Dont you think so?
Yes i do get jealous sometimes. Its annoying because i tell myself its ok n that my time will come,one day hopefully. But turning 26 just 2 weeks back make me feel anxious.
I get these longing feeling of wanting a kid of my own. Yeah! Unbelievable right??!! I myself cant believe it. Its just the thought of going home n seeing ur kid who's waiting fr u, someone u can shower ur love to, someone who u can cuddle n teach things. A being that you can nurture n raise. Ahhh man...i tink its the motherly instinct coming out.
But seriously, i want to have a sense of belonging,my own family. Unfortunately a husband is not in the equation. I thought of it but its just a passing thought. I see dads who carry their kids and i go awwww but thats it. Isit because the men in our family are useless? Yes, thats one of the contributing factor.
I need a man who can lead. Someone who i can trust n depend on. Not a person who I have to tell what to do or ask when he's gona give the monthly household expenses. Thats just tiring.
Anyway back to babies, even though im not that great with kids unlike the maknae, i'd love to have a kid soon. I babysit my nephew n i cant help but miss him more when he goes home. Is this feeling just a phase? Sigh. But i know i have to find a partner soon. Im already 26 n even though ppl keep saying i look 18, my internal clock is ticking.
But what if a adopt a kid? Thing is my savings are like wavering n i always work late. How do i take care of a kid when i cant manage myself? Urghhhh...what a dilemma.
Test, test......umm yeah im posting this frm my mobile. Hope it works cos I seriously need to rant.
to all those people who have listened to HoMin's athena ost, did you also drool and spazz and flail like a dying fish like me???
i am absolutely overjoyed, elated and high on them. HIGH!!!!!!
i soo cant wait for their comeback ok!!!
so yeah, this is all (since im still bz at work, with work, SHOULD be working right now). Sorry got no time to put in smexy HoMin pix here...
i was just told that because of a new confidential project proposal due end of this month, my xmas break will be cut short, meaning i will not have the 24th -27th long break.....not that i celebrate xmas but these past few weeks have been fucking tiring. i need to catch up on sleep okay.
i had made plans to wake up late, watch tv whole day and just pig out for those full 4 days at home. somehow i knew it was too good to be true.
*skulks off to dark corner to sulk*
I FREAKING LOVE THIS SONG!!!! but i hate his pants...LOL
Kemanakah hatimu kala aku
Menanti kata cinta
Mengalir air mata
Kala sepi tiba
Terasakan langkahmu makin laju
Melangkah batas rindu
Dan aku pun memburu
Mentari yang jauh
Berikanlah masa untukku
Mendendangkan kasih dalam syahdu
Tidak terhenti pilu di dadaku
Kugenggam angin semalam
Kusimpan jadi nyanyian
Kupeluk bayang hitamku
Menjadi kamus mimpiku